Tuesday, May 27, 2008

is this normal?

For the last 2 nights, I have been having vivid dreams about receiving calls about being matched from agencies and birthmoms. I am not sleeping very well. Maybe it is just my obsessive, impatient nature. I can only imagine what I will be like once I am home study ready! I am trying very hard not to drive my husband bananas with all of my constant research. 
We had a beautiful afternoon as a family. After dinner we went for a long walk on the beach, and I found the most beautiful seashell I have ever seen. It was as if it had been polished to shine. All I kept thinking was that I would save it for my baby for when he or she finally comes home. I guess that is silly, but for some reason it felt like that is what it is meant for. 
Yeah, I am a big old sap!:) 
J agreed it is indeed beautiful, and our favorite seashell ever. So there you go!
I am going to sleep now, and hopefully it will be restful and sweet.

3 comments:

Eric and Michelle said...

I like Sap :)

Christine said...

Yes it is normal. :)

Anonymous said...

There are MANY emotions that come along with adoption. It is so normal.